Thursday, August 21, 2008

On a rock, Beside you, In the Midst of Nature......

Its been a while since we have come here, you have been silent for some time now, strange, surprising, and sometimes scary, as you always mesmerize me with your voice.Everything all right? a doubt arises from my mind and finds its way to my mouth, you say yes, sure? another clarification, and the yes that i receive highlights my stupidity, its better I too join in by holding my peace. But the mind is like the wind, wild and free and worse even when the weather is unpleasant more like now....several thoughts linger, pester, and echo....was it my fault? did i hurt her in any way, purposely or otherwise? is she going through a rough time, if so how can i help her, did anyone else upset her? is she unwell, did i forget something important? all of these true? none of these valid? Do i too have to worry or best to stay calm to befit the moment at hand.....i feel lost in spiraling thoughts, and falling deeper into assumptions which may never surface between us, then i hear something, words from your troubled mind but loving heart '' i never want to leave your side'' words to linger in my heart and soul for many lives to some, ending my predicament and fear of a storm that now am sure never will cross our path.

Its fine....But....

Its fine if my eyes dont want to open in the morning, but give me the willingness to do so as to rest them again.

Its fine if the meal I consume isnt satisfying, but give me the gratitude to thank you for providing it.

Its fine if I see another busy schedule through the day, but give my legs strength to carry on.

Its fine if things do not go as planned, but give me the patience to work towards a fruitful outcome.

Its fine if I see restlessness around me, but give me the ability of relentlesness to counteract it.

Its fine if I see pain and suffering, but give me the ability to eliminate it.

Its fine if I encounter others in need, but give me the capability to satisfy their needs.

Its fine if I see eyes filled with tears, but give me goodness to transform them into tears of joy.

Its fine if I do not encounter love, but fill my heart with bliss with the fact you are looking for the best to stay beside me.

Its fine if I dont acquire materialistic pleasures, but save me from any further tempataion to pursue them again.

Its fine if I help others in need, but give me satisfaction to expect nothing in return.

Its fine if I ever falter along my path, but draw me back to righteousness never to falter again.

Its fine if I see others without faith, but instill your grace in me so that i may pass on the beauty to them.

Its fine if I gift my soul to you one fine day, but when i come to you and look back one last time make me immortal in the hearts of others and pass on your gift of life, happiness, kindness, and purpose of being our mortal selves, in everyone i know and through them to others too.

Inspiration

The word itself creates the feeling of its essence once sighted, its drawn from or given to, when its drawn from has innumerable sources, drawn from sight, drawn from sounds, drawn from a person, or drawn from a source you would least expect its presence there.But when given to someone its only emitted in one form, the form of self, and its never easy to be an inspiration to the world, it draws everything from you until you finally match its qualities but when succeeded in this quest you would have scaled all odds and you complete a journey which the experience of which cannot be put in words.

Inspiration drawn from sight may flash by you in an instance or may live with you till your last breath the ones that leave a mark to lead you for life.Inspiration from love that causes you to love too unconditionally, inspiration from sounds the thunder that gives you boldness, the flow of water that gives us peace the rythm of nature that gives us sereneity and the rythm of man's marvel called music that inspires in countless ways to everyone who perceives them, inspiration from a select few individuals who set an example day after day in their lives and stay immoratal in the pages of history, sands of time and the hearts of people and inspiration from the miracles gifted to us by the one above in both small packages and enourmous so its just a matter of when we observe and receive the inspiration so that we are ready to spread the legacy to make this place worthwile to live in.

Even a source that has been with us from the origin of time, all the elements of life are created from inspiration fire, music, theatre, cinema, fantasy, society and other mortal made marvels that support life itself.When nature itself provides us with such an inspirational gift at our disposal why not make the utmost benefits from them?!

We can give or take inspiration it is a sustained form for all eternity but the individual will in handling it makes all the difference.You maybe inspired or maybe not, but its not the meaning but the realisation that matters.And in the end to make this matter as trivial as possible look at your reflection and realise what is there before you, your reflection of life as your inspuration, the purpose of your being, and traverse beyond your mortal self and then there would be no elaboration required on this wonderful entity, and once inspired, go ahead rule, change, improve, and inspire the world in any way you want to to be embraced by the world if i have inspired you in any way i would be elated if not all the more better as you have well enough made progress along this journey.