Thursday, August 21, 2008

On a rock, Beside you, In the Midst of Nature......

Its been a while since we have come here, you have been silent for some time now, strange, surprising, and sometimes scary, as you always mesmerize me with your voice.Everything all right? a doubt arises from my mind and finds its way to my mouth, you say yes, sure? another clarification, and the yes that i receive highlights my stupidity, its better I too join in by holding my peace. But the mind is like the wind, wild and free and worse even when the weather is unpleasant more like now....several thoughts linger, pester, and echo....was it my fault? did i hurt her in any way, purposely or otherwise? is she going through a rough time, if so how can i help her, did anyone else upset her? is she unwell, did i forget something important? all of these true? none of these valid? Do i too have to worry or best to stay calm to befit the moment at hand.....i feel lost in spiraling thoughts, and falling deeper into assumptions which may never surface between us, then i hear something, words from your troubled mind but loving heart '' i never want to leave your side'' words to linger in my heart and soul for many lives to some, ending my predicament and fear of a storm that now am sure never will cross our path.

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