A path I wish to not tread upon

I wander aimlessly, treading along the path having no idea where to
go, its a beautiful evening complemented by the weather just right, and a river to flow...
Approaching the river I can see, a reflection of the world surrounding
it, one would say beautiful words would adorn this day. Wish I could
force some words to appreciate the beauty I behold, alas there is a
pain wrenching my heart and soul.
The silence may be comforting for few, but something wrenches my heart that transforms the silence into a deafening tone.
I see others holding hands as they walk by, is it
the loneliness that causes me to despair.

Sometimes words hurt this is true, and some actions causes unknown misery to you. On any other day this one would be etched in my memory for good, but this day would do me a favor if it would pass and not haunt me for good.
There are tears of happiness and tears of joy, and then there are tears that
leave your eyes never seeming to stop. Words may be comforting and
advice too, but believe me when I say company is granted for a lucky
few.

Sometimes I feel I should despise love forever, erase some
memories and some situations that scavenge my heart , leaving wounds
haunting forever. I was not made to be stubborn at heart nor to
despise , ignore , or let it go. Believe me I have tried but each
effort in vain than the other.

I wander lost in endless grief, searching and chasing peace that eludes at each pace. I pray and pray for a miracle to save me, an angel from heaven, anything , anyone to bring me peace.

It has been a while since I have been thrust into this path , seems like eternity since I have been here and an eternity I see before me with no way out.

You change yourself for someone you love, you dedicate your life, effort, time and your existence but you are entitled to no love neither company and are adviced to ask for none.

It is a harsh way to discover one can be used, if you read this
for the love of humanity, realize even a worst enemy deserves no such
feud. Love is blind and will remain immortal for all time, its blind
to drown you in love and still make you opt for living with memories
though they claw at your heart. You can see no wrong in that person
nor flaw, just wishful thinking and efforts to not lose your grip on
your progress so far.

Stars line the sky and the moon too, time and the world pass by leaving you insane without a clue.

If you have someone holding your hand know the value of that moment, if you have someone listening to your words know that your wishes have come true,
if you have someone who values your love be grateful because its true,
if someone considers you a person and not a form with no life you are
lucky, if some one expresses that life is empty without you, I beg you
please consider for a moment that the bond you have is true. When you
are with someone special treasure each moment you never know how long
it will last. Differences and negates will always be there but give it a thought if they are bigger than the love for each other.

Believe me that thoughts and memories of those moments will keep you alive when you are left in the blue. It's not pleasant loathing in misery, guilt, grief and doubt.

I wish everyone in the world to find and spend an eternity of infinite lifetimes with the one they love, and know that its a gift to cherish a gift not everyone can receive from the one above.

Nature's envy for us

A beautiful day, in the month of May
On the sands of a beach, where I and you lay
Staring into each other’s eyes
Holding hands and look at passing clouds
Your hand in mine expresses we are meant to be together
Perhaps nature intends otherwise
The wind blows on your face, swerving your beautiful locks up front
You brush it away with elegance and bliss
The sun shines down brighter; I rest my head above my hand, providing my shadow for your cover
We want to say some things to each other; some birds start their melody, making our conversation a song for each other
Ants try to crawl up your hands
You get up and lay your head on my lap
An apple tree starts to sway loud as ever
I place my back on the trunk, with you beside me, your head resting on my shoulder
It starts to rain, and pour down I may say
The rain makes you more beautiful and bright
I look into your eyes as you tremble with cold
I offer my embrace to comfort you and hold your hand
An apple falls on my head, which we savour with joy satisfying our hunger and the time we save
The night looms closer, with the moon shining bright
I wonder if its late for you, and regret if you need to go back
You express you have all the time in the world for me
My heart skips a beat with ecstasy
Fireflies light up the sky, and stars make their entrance with all their grandeur
The waves crash upon the beach, with melancholy
We see the reflection of the moon on the water, and wonder if ever need to pursue it into space, when we have it in our reach
Holding hands we walk together across the sands
I wonder if the sands of time could grant me these moments forever
My heart is lost in your love, and the mind with my stupidity of thoughts of loneliness
You feel this passing thought of mine, and grasp my hand tighter, putting my mind at peace
Sounds of the night begin to set in, doesn’t matter as we are still having our conversation of silence and bliss
I think nature is jealous with us, because beyond all its efforts all we notice is each other
All I can see in the beautiful scene is you, and I am sure it’s the same feeling for you
I don’t feel the brightness of the sun, its helping increase the aura of your presence
I don’t curse the rain, the water on your face makes me feel lucky of the wonderful beauty each drop on your face and body outlines
I don’t feel the wind blowing on your face, but the rhythm of your breath
I don’t hear the sounds of the birds nor the waves; all I ever perceive is the melody of your heart beat
I do not fear the time slipping by, as I have your wonderful grip on my hand.
No matter what nature may try, I will always say to her all I need, is her creation that she has placed by my side,
For what it’s worth, making nature jealous has brought us closer to each other,
And now I know our love will last forever.