Exploring the Mind

sitting in a confined space many a things i come across...I get out into the open world and look at the night sky and admire the shining beauties in the heaven above....lots of questions unanswered some required in the phase of life and some questions so beautiful that when left unanswered makes you realize the purpose of the doubt...grief strengthens ones heart...happiness increases its vastness....doubts linger in your mind lingering and exploring the unknown beyond confined in a human form....physical strain anyone can overcome but the purpose to letting us obtain the strain for a living....so many doubts so many instances and experiences so many dreams and so many cautious nightmares...so many answers...so much to explore all in in this mortal life wishing we had more time t explore the

Creations and possibilities in store for us

All in one small uncertain yet precious.....grievous and joyous...hard and beautiful, destination the and wonderful journey called life

The Manifestation of Love

So where does love blossom from, a question not thought of by anyone too blinded by love to think of love itself except that thy are under its spell, when we do consider this we may get the reply by exploring its various forms, revealing its mysterious yet beautiful forms in various instances in the journey of life, the feelings we endure, attractions we cherish or even the less welcome phase of our love gone wrong at times of depart. Explore and you find love is a lot more than just mutual. Love may be described in nature’s form as the seed provided by nature which in its lifetime returns more of itself, love too originates from love, from the heart from the time of birth, which we receive from our loved ones in each step we take in progress, and the love which increases both when faltering and supports us and increases further when we evolve.

It’s the same love we expect when enduring feelings due to judgment, instance or reason, from the self and someone we hold dear and love is so precious and pure that when we receive it from someone not in its original form or of lesser intensity it affects us instantly questioning the change sometimes welcome and sometimes just not acceptable.

It’s the same love due to attraction which everyone have polluted with insignificant words, stating them as temporary, void, and quantifying something which is eternal, so in times as such, why not ask ourselves and we gaze and wish upon them, see the beauty of nature and immerse ourselves entirely into it, is all that not love due to attraction, then why the criticism for particular of its forms due to attraction?

It’s the same love in the times of depart, grief, darkness and negativity engulfs us, the mind encounters more questions than answers and when satisfied with responses gives rise to more questions more confusion, but in the end if we do explore grief in the times of depart, and when we reach the ocean floor of negative thought we come across a reality, which though hurts is necessary to be accepted whole, that we grieve about the loss, the injury to the love engulfed with human factors which we have nourished, increased and then taken care which in those times seem to never recover from the disaster. Its what we realize that its not personal, not relationship oriented, not the cruel world to blame, but the survival of our love which is endangered in these time of distress.

Now that you know what love is like its feelings, its existence where does love manifest from you may realize we can say it does so from love itself, like the infinite with neither origin nor termination, the universe which cannot be measured by sight, like he soul which cannot be contained an eternal cycle which cannot be solved so instead of both me and you trying to quantify love and finding its roots please love, love with all the love that you can ever love.

Tune Of Love

there is this self given gift from mankind to mankind sometimes called tunes of nature and sometimes called rhythm of life...and yet again called god's melody and more familiar as music by all....so now when i admire this boon i cherish and its various forms that appeal to me let me take you through what my mind lingers through for each of its form but having a foundation common to all and the rhythm tune and melody of times and moments and precious instances i have spent with my sweet musical dedication for my life named as you.

a flute in the distance that reminds me of her smile the string of an instrument bringing to me her joy other beats that linger to me as her voice. nature has her own rhythm with her rivers and trees, her mountains and her species but for me my nature is u and its music is you and if any misconception may arise that only music gives rise to memories of thy...let me confirm that it is a misconception because everything i may come across that has survived existence is whenever i will be thinking of you relating all of them with u.

A Girl I Know

there is this girl i know who laughs like the rythm of a flute there is this girl i know whose smile light up anyone's life like lightning in a storm there is this girl i know whose words seem to linger like one's conscience there is this girl i know being with whom feels like holdin her hand even though far far away there is this girl i know who loves herself, thereby setting an example to others on what individuality is. there is this girl i know who i thought was the light at the end of the tunnel but turned out to be the guiding light of my life and this girl sometimes feels down and i try to tell her u have resided in my heart and yet why do u want to explore the unknown because there is no uncertainty left wen together no doubts that the world asks to clarify and then again when there are still some more questions in her mind....i just assure her to be lost in my heart and my eyes so that its a place she knows and nothing to worry about just hoping that the light of my life dazzles the way she is always entitled to to be. the spark that may yield the explosion of joy with the help of which i go on with this journey of life.

Walking In Nature's Shower

i traverse the open world and suddenly find showers reigning down. everyone around look for cover but i just tread right into its arms....first it holds my head kisses me on the face and finally engulfs me in nature's special hug looks at me and i just let go...off everything...it washes away my fears washes away my worries and beautifies the moment each of it with a warmer hug engulfing me in its cold arms leaving me to wonder on how both can be so comfortable at the same time they may call it untidy...yet others may call me insane....but to me its serenity and after its done its magic all on me...i ask each drop for a dance and without waiting for my decision sweeps me off my feet and i find myself lost in ecstasy and when all is well and done its time to get back to the world....

yet yearning for our next encounter for our next exchange of nature's magic and to the one who asked me on how it feels to drench in the rain here is how the words that may take form are to express the feeling...but yet the most important thing is even when with the eternal rain there is this longing from my heart for u to be with me then

so at that instance when my beautiful shower from the heaven above asks me how i feel we with the one i love I will just look it in the eye and request it to read my expression to get back the jealous look from the shower of heaven after it realizes that it feels much better in the bounds not to be limited by measure....of what it feels like when with u.

The Lifecyle Of Love

its hard to live up to the expectations of someone you love more than love itself since love is such that it does not expect love itself in return...why do relationships get complicated even though under the wings of love and become so hard that even after we see the word understanding in misunderstanding we see the latter to prove certain constraints not necessary right from its origin, complications arise in time of obligations, we hold hand in hand and yet ascertain the strength of its grip, and in the end though life and love are sometimes meant to mutually exist when they intertwine also entangle one's feelings emotions and expectations in such a vice that its too late to realize that its not the purpose to understand about them but to just cherish the timeless moments and the beauty of both entangled in a cycle lasting for eternity.

Desires Of A Heart In Love

sometimes i wonder if it is god's will or nature's trick or time's conspiracy thinking of all the time i cud have been with u...how much more beautiful, life would have been spending more time with u and treasuring each moment in my heart.....sometimes i wonder what it will be like wen not with you but then realize its more beautiful turning the pages of the book of my life over and over again reading about you and cherishing each moment all the more...

its wonderful to not find anything in comparison with the joy of what we go through now but see the whole world admiring and craving for what we share at each instance...

everyone in the world tire to acquire a place to reside work for it struggle for it but i already have 1 place and its in the heart of the most wonderful person ever to be known what more could any1 ask for when even 1s hunger is satisfied by the love shared....what more could i ask for...when i have all my wishes fulfilled and watching dreams taking shape...when traversing the path less traversed and yet feeling as familiar as ever with it.

hand in hand with the one whom i am prepared to be lost in her eyes for all eternity and everyday coming back home home is where her heart beats home is where her heart eternalises

Listen

listen to the voice of the silence it has something to say

listen to the howling of the wind it has something to share

listen to the rustling of the leaves they have something in tune

listen to the endless reaches of the night they show you a path to explore

observe the beauty of nature they reflect your evolution

realize the beauty of the heavens and earth that the one above has created just for you to cherish

reach the destination of life that conveys the message of the beauty of the journey u have traversed alongside your loved one

LovE and LifE have a lot more common than its origin and termination

When With Her

there is this girl i know who had entered as a part of my life but ended up as my life itself we communicate with each other frequently but some matter are mostly left quaintly what makes it special is each time we communicate we discover something new and yet we realize its each other as same as the first acquaintance....sometimes i wish i was there for her much before i made my entrance...but then again its the rule of existence...that, what's bound to happen is bound to happen at the time none other than that... to whine....the girl of my dreams the silver lining of my clouds of doubt....the smile on my lips and the glow of my face and the keeper of my heart....life may have its own plans with us...but sometimes i beg to differ to change the rules...to be with her until existence ceases to exist

The Origin Of A Dream Come true

One day I was engrossed in a human creation wiling away time I was about to depart from the scene when a bright message flashed across my eyes formal introductions followed by general speech some questions answered lots more awaiting their turn in the mind, our conversations advanced ,they rose up and above my expectations into words transforming into melody, we exchanged thoughts but what made it blissful because it was feelings that ere exchanged which lead to a greater realization about the similarities in our being bringing unknown joy and a strange feeling of warmth and along with it the sign of a beautiful relationship of lasting Endeavour.

Our bond grew stronger by the word, happiness personified, sorrows fading away into the beyond and as dawn gave rise to dusk and yet again gave birth to a new world arising each day, the way time passed without measure when with each other, and how endless was the wait for the next conversation to explore each other’s worlds, and here is an ode to nature’s miracle of a dream crossing her mind about a conversation we had in fantasy and to obtain the proof of its accuracy, I heard her voice for the first time, music to my ears and melody to the soul completing the sketch I had of her in my mind and which engraved into my heart and lingers in my mind even when not by her side and then the rest is just beautifully engrossed into eternity of our lifetime and now I have no worries about the destination I have to reach in my life after embracing her wonderful self and the last desire is to hold her hand and traverse the journey called life for all eternity of mine with the someone special that the one above gifted to my life and who will always reside in my heart the one who is you

The Beauty Of Love

How beautiful it is when you realize you are in love , how beautiful is the sight of every action of your love , how beautiful is the first exchange of looks , how beautiful are the thoughts that explores the other’s , how beautiful is the first conversation with your love , how beautiful is when you hear your love’s thoughts , how beautiful is when you feel your love’s heartbeat , how beautiful is the anxiety for the response awaited when you express your love , how beautiful is the word of acceptance for the love you expressed , how beautiful is your reflection in the eyes of your love , how beautiful is the eternity waited to spend those precious moments with your love , how beautiful is the secure feeling when hand in hand with your love , how beautiful is the eternal slumber with your love on your shoulder , how beautiful is the patience to see your love again , how beautiful are the gifts you exchange for no reason time and again , how beautiful is the sorrow that fades away in your love , how beautiful is the world through your love’s eyes , how beautiful is the reason to live for each other and for nothing else , how beautiful is the care for each other at each and every step , how beautiful is the heart of your lover that beats with yours as one , how beautiful are the sleepless nights thinking of the moments from when your life was beautified , how beautiful are the words of your love that echo in your mind , how beautiful is the loneliness when there are numerous in sight , how beautiful is the time when you danced in the rain with your love , how beautiful is the heart’s console when you see your love depart , how beautiful are the tears that fall from the lifeless eyes hinting numerous more to come , the beauty of love is seen in all upon those upon whom nature showers this gift , the love you share with your love is true to the unknown end.

With You By Me

My world has become beautiful as I see it through your eyes, a single word from you changed my life, every word you say seems beautiful, every moment I spend with you makes me crave for more, when I see you I wish for time to cease its existence, when I am lost in your eyes I explore an unknown world, when you hold my hand I wish to become stone so as to feel your hand forever, I feel you in my heart and soul, with you I can walk through my darkest times, with you I can achieve the impossible, with you I am ready to fight fear and death, I see your smile and my heart jumps with joy, I see you sleeping and my heart is satisfied by the blessing of an eternal slumber, you are with me when I close my eyes, I find you when I open them, your warm embrace wards off all worries, anxiety and everything I may fear.

You are my defender when fear lurks by me, you are the happiness when I smile, you are my voice when I cannot speak; you are my shadow when I am lonely, you are the butterfly of peace , you are the harp when I cannot sleep , you are the dove suppressing my anger , you are the light when the world blinds me , you are the words when I cannot speak , you are fragrance engulfing my heart ,you are the air I always breathe , you are the beat of my heart , you are the tears relieving my grief , you are my soul for all eternity .without you I am empty ,without you life is a formality , let me die not for letting go the gift of life but to stay immortal in your heart.

Truth, Life, And Fiction

Truth and life are both stranger than fiction, and so much more unpredictable, consider how it changes in one’s life. Whether they change in that person’s favor or not no one can predict, but they surely change a person. time and life are related to each other is what one realizes sooner or later, but time does not change as quick as life ,time changes life ,a soul and its essence , life is temporary time is eternal.

Time when neutral in one’s favor makes them happy, not on their side, not against them. They don’t have anything to worry about, neither about losing their happiness nor about the arrival of grief. They are said to have “peace of mind”, the precious gift God gives to a selected few.

Fiction, this word brings to our mind another entity called imagination which is both under our control and also not, it depends on the power of the person who harnesses the power of this imagination, imagination in all its glory gives birth to fiction. Fiction is dangerous it has the power to ruin one and at the same time fiction is beautiful as it has the power to diversify our emotions. Fiction is also complex, and carries the mind to any situation, brings us back, or leaves us in the situation. Fiction is more beautiful than nature and at the same time is deadlier than hell. Fiction is strange.

One does not fear fiction but does towards life and truth. You need a strong heart to face truth and handle life. When you are lost in fiction, it will be both beautiful and torturous but when fiction reaches its end it answers all your questions and also introduces to a stronger personality of the self. Truth should meet us face to face to bring us out of fiction’s grasp.

Finally we realize only one thing, truth is stranger than fiction.

And Then A Tear Fell From The Lifeless Eye

Time froze, the world around stopped dead in its tracks, the heart was confused if its beating had any purpose, air entered the body but was trapped in suffocation, the eyes could feel the world around it to be motionless and themselves turned blind, the ears could not believe what it had just perceived, the mind could not judge if what it received was true or false, real or imaginary.

The world which seemed beautiful transformed into its materialistic self again, the tongue wanted to speak but the heart did not know what to express, although such a situation was feared, preparation to face it lacked, it was felt unnecessary then, the soul which knew no fear trembled in its tracks, the horrifying instance was in the face but there was no emotion to ease the grief, the world outside and inside had died.

The mind prepares itself to handle the situation the body is not willing to comply, its thinking of the beautiful time of the past, every precious moment passes in front of the eyes over and over again until each time it is shattered by the harsh reality, how can it happen? The grief which was assumed to have been lost has manifested itself again in the least expected time and situation, fear is overcome by grief, grief by anger, anger by doubt and finally everything else is overcome by a deafening silence.

Where had it gone wrong, when did the evil creep in, why couldn’t the fault be recognized, why cannot anything be done, why is too late, why is everything helpless, why are the senses not emitting any suggestion, everything is being lost, the greatest support of life has been taken, if it was to happen why did the deception have to occur in the first place, millions of questions for which there were no solutions passes through the body, the mind has forgotten to think, the heart has forgotten to speak, everything seems lost, the purpose of life is lost. A moment of truth reveals something, the legs give way, the eyes look downward finding the earth blank, the vision starts to fade, and then clears everything, the world is busy, the heart pours out its unbearable grief and is shattered, and then a tear fell from the lifeless eye.

ATTRACTION

What is attraction? liking towards someone ,something ,it is the entity where even if you look away from what you are attracted to you finally find yourself staring at the attractee what causes attraction? Beauty, curiosity, many other factors, but also maybe something you have been longing for from a long time, maybe even a short time or you realizes that is what you have been looking for in the subconscious mind.

We come across many kinds of attraction ,first time ,last time and of course the most common fatal attraction ,well ,first time attraction the one you never forget ,last attraction the one you always try to forget but never do and last but never the least fatal attraction ,well I guess the name says it all.

Symptoms of attraction, in many cases absence of mind, uncontrollable moving of eye balls towards the attractee doing something stupid and being happy about it or maybe even doing something dangerous and enjoying the fruitless result .we are all attracted towards getting attracted or attracting someone, in short we are all attracted towards attraction.

Quotes Of The Mind

Having expectations are a hindrance towards greater heights, scale the greatest of life's hurdles, and once done, enjoy the paradise below your feet.

Revenge is useless once fulfilled, realize it sooner to be greater.

"Compromise" disproves the beautiful words "the best is yet to some"

Comparison eliminates identity so dont.

Perfectionism is a destination, evolution is a journey, and life is a path for both, journeys are beautiful, destinations mark the end of precious moments, therefore choose wisely.

Be a leader, follow when required, be a master to those in need and a slave to the one above when he needs.Play all the roles given, dedicating your entire effort into the responsibility at hand.

Smile at all times, you look good with it, its the greates outfil God has given us, eternal, recyclable, sharable, lovable and most of all you will be special.

The grass may be greener in you neighbour's lawn but realising you are your neighbour's neighbour is what keeps you above in the ladder of evolution.

Learning through mistakes is experience, learning through others' helps you triumph in the competition.

Think before you act, just in case of its invalidity in extreme situations, act and then think of enforcing righteousness into your act.

Always keep your anger on a leash and that in turn in your hand, you never know when it it may have to be unleashed in its various forms in order to secure yourself from opposition and exploitation.

Cherish the fruits of life before they become rotten.

enjoy the light of the sun fill your mind with it, enjoy the beauty of the stars fill your heart with it.

Do not despair loneliness its the time you spend with yourself.

Always listen to the voice of the silence it has a lot to convey.

Dont value time, but work tirelessly through it.

Do not live with your past, the present that designs your future will be at stake.

Do not follow anyone's footsteps it wont work for your individual self.

Win over the pursuit of happiness, other pursuits will cease to exist.

Proverbs are literature, only admirable, design your own principles.

Opinions and sugestions highlight flaws where as you need to eliminate them and evolve, so despise any or either of them that you receive wisely.

Griefs are a burden in your journey...travel light!

Dont ever let tears blur out the sunshine or diminish the beauty of the stars.

Be your greatest and only competition.

Beware of innocent looks they may attract u to your worst nightmare

Love is a crime similar to drug addiction you cannot live with it nor live without it u have to take a little dosage of it everyday.....Its pure torture but during the induction it feels good…finally you end up being released from all the pain.

The worst sin is betrayal, it breaks the trust a person has in you and trust is something you don’t gain or provide easily you gain someone’s trust after a long time of being together and then when the person shares their deepest grief and their highest happiness, their darkest secrets, and their greatest weakness with you it is then that they trust you, and when they do not even notice you when you are next to them that is when you know that you have betrayed them.

The greatest gift one can receive in love is to be together for all eternity it relieves you of the worry of the state of the other, you feel safe when you are with your loved one , you feel on top of the world……….U feel being yourself……..when …….with your loved one.

Happiness , grief , haste , courage , hate , revenge , forgiveness , patience , perseverance , strength , weakness , all these are the emotions we go through in love , the person who allows these emotions to flow at the right time and situation is the person who is successful with their love.

Life is a rose ……………. Beautiful…………………..but one has to be careful so as to handle the thorns which life provides as difficulties and obstacles……..once done with that enjoy the sweet fragrance it offers and realize the beautiful world nature has provided you.

Love your love with all the love in your heart.

Forgive your love even before your love may commit any mistake.

Spend each moment you get with your love completely so that you may never repent any lost moment remembering the value of even the heart beat that you may have missed which beats for the one you love.

Love is the fusion of two souls, two hearts that beat as one, love is when you live not for the sake of the gift of life but for the one you love and die so that sometimes your love may continue to live.

Eyes are the windows of the soul but never its feelings.

Trust is the strangest of all, it is one you place in the hands of a lifesaver, and is also the one you cannot understand as the tears which express themselves both in extreme grief and happiness, when you cannot trust your own tears, how can you ever trust anyone else.

Beauty is a possession similar to being born rich and getting poorer.