A moment of serenity with a reflection on current stages of life

As I sit here to get my share of serenity, I look back at life over the past few years and realize to a certain extent, the essence of time. People of all ages pass by, and with each passing person I recollect the people of my past, and my present. On my journey to this midst of nature I reflect upon my own journey. The journey that has connected events of my past to my present and future. I believe it is important to realize of the consequences of each event, and prioritize each action and execute them carefully. The calm waves of the water represent times of rest and relaxation, the stronger waves of the chaos of life's routine. Both these kind of waves coexist in the same vast ocean. One has to follow the other. The greater the storm, greater is the silence that follows. I thank every moment of life for what I have now and will have in the future. I thank every one I know or ever will know for showing me that T.I.M.E stands for trying, improvisation, maturity and evolution. Feels good to express my feelings in words again, after what seems to be...an eternity.

A path I wish to not tread upon

I wander aimlessly, treading along the path having no idea where to
go, its a beautiful evening complemented by the weather just right, and a river to flow...
Approaching the river I can see, a reflection of the world surrounding
it, one would say beautiful words would adorn this day. Wish I could
force some words to appreciate the beauty I behold, alas there is a
pain wrenching my heart and soul.
The silence may be comforting for few, but something wrenches my heart that transforms the silence into a deafening tone.
I see others holding hands as they walk by, is it
the loneliness that causes me to despair.

Sometimes words hurt this is true, and some actions causes unknown misery to you. On any other day this one would be etched in my memory for good, but this day would do me a favor if it would pass and not haunt me for good.
There are tears of happiness and tears of joy, and then there are tears that
leave your eyes never seeming to stop. Words may be comforting and
advice too, but believe me when I say company is granted for a lucky
few.

Sometimes I feel I should despise love forever, erase some
memories and some situations that scavenge my heart , leaving wounds
haunting forever. I was not made to be stubborn at heart nor to
despise , ignore , or let it go. Believe me I have tried but each
effort in vain than the other.

I wander lost in endless grief, searching and chasing peace that eludes at each pace. I pray and pray for a miracle to save me, an angel from heaven, anything , anyone to bring me peace.

It has been a while since I have been thrust into this path , seems like eternity since I have been here and an eternity I see before me with no way out.

You change yourself for someone you love, you dedicate your life, effort, time and your existence but you are entitled to no love neither company and are adviced to ask for none.

It is a harsh way to discover one can be used, if you read this
for the love of humanity, realize even a worst enemy deserves no such
feud. Love is blind and will remain immortal for all time, its blind
to drown you in love and still make you opt for living with memories
though they claw at your heart. You can see no wrong in that person
nor flaw, just wishful thinking and efforts to not lose your grip on
your progress so far.

Stars line the sky and the moon too, time and the world pass by leaving you insane without a clue.

If you have someone holding your hand know the value of that moment, if you have someone listening to your words know that your wishes have come true,
if you have someone who values your love be grateful because its true,
if someone considers you a person and not a form with no life you are
lucky, if some one expresses that life is empty without you, I beg you
please consider for a moment that the bond you have is true. When you
are with someone special treasure each moment you never know how long
it will last. Differences and negates will always be there but give it a thought if they are bigger than the love for each other.

Believe me that thoughts and memories of those moments will keep you alive when you are left in the blue. It's not pleasant loathing in misery, guilt, grief and doubt.

I wish everyone in the world to find and spend an eternity of infinite lifetimes with the one they love, and know that its a gift to cherish a gift not everyone can receive from the one above.

Nature's envy for us

A beautiful day, in the month of May
On the sands of a beach, where I and you lay
Staring into each other’s eyes
Holding hands and look at passing clouds
Your hand in mine expresses we are meant to be together
Perhaps nature intends otherwise
The wind blows on your face, swerving your beautiful locks up front
You brush it away with elegance and bliss
The sun shines down brighter; I rest my head above my hand, providing my shadow for your cover
We want to say some things to each other; some birds start their melody, making our conversation a song for each other
Ants try to crawl up your hands
You get up and lay your head on my lap
An apple tree starts to sway loud as ever
I place my back on the trunk, with you beside me, your head resting on my shoulder
It starts to rain, and pour down I may say
The rain makes you more beautiful and bright
I look into your eyes as you tremble with cold
I offer my embrace to comfort you and hold your hand
An apple falls on my head, which we savour with joy satisfying our hunger and the time we save
The night looms closer, with the moon shining bright
I wonder if its late for you, and regret if you need to go back
You express you have all the time in the world for me
My heart skips a beat with ecstasy
Fireflies light up the sky, and stars make their entrance with all their grandeur
The waves crash upon the beach, with melancholy
We see the reflection of the moon on the water, and wonder if ever need to pursue it into space, when we have it in our reach
Holding hands we walk together across the sands
I wonder if the sands of time could grant me these moments forever
My heart is lost in your love, and the mind with my stupidity of thoughts of loneliness
You feel this passing thought of mine, and grasp my hand tighter, putting my mind at peace
Sounds of the night begin to set in, doesn’t matter as we are still having our conversation of silence and bliss
I think nature is jealous with us, because beyond all its efforts all we notice is each other
All I can see in the beautiful scene is you, and I am sure it’s the same feeling for you
I don’t feel the brightness of the sun, its helping increase the aura of your presence
I don’t curse the rain, the water on your face makes me feel lucky of the wonderful beauty each drop on your face and body outlines
I don’t feel the wind blowing on your face, but the rhythm of your breath
I don’t hear the sounds of the birds nor the waves; all I ever perceive is the melody of your heart beat
I do not fear the time slipping by, as I have your wonderful grip on my hand.
No matter what nature may try, I will always say to her all I need, is her creation that she has placed by my side,
For what it’s worth, making nature jealous has brought us closer to each other,
And now I know our love will last forever.

Gratitude knows no bounds, this is not a lie

I sat one morning with a friend close by. We were having the first meal of the day, with no worry or cry. Discussion amongst friends is pointless, yet good, as it was that day too. As we continued our conversation my friend pointed to someone behind me. It was a woman who stood there staring into nothingness. My friend asked her if we could be any of any help. All she needed was directions to a nearby store. I gave her some directions verbal and nothing more. She started off on her tread but in the wrong direction instead, I again directed to her in another way in what I knew would be right. She started off in her tread again, with gratitude nonetheless. As I turned around after a few moments I realized she was making her way, and stumbled as to my dismay. My brain gave a jump start to my body, and my heart pointed out my stupidity, as I got up in a flash and proceeded to help her along her way. I offered to help and I asked her what else I could do. She had more of her gratitude to offer, priceless than anything I knew. I lead her to the store and asked her about her purpose. She needed some protection for her feet, which I could see were tired. She held on to my arm in a way that depicted trust, in the small journey I took with her, with few words to last. A feeling I could cherish for a deed I considered a must. We reached her destination the store was very big though. I wanted to make sure she was served, and made sure she was attended to. I even made sure another person was there before my departure too. Her gratitude took form again as I offered her a seat, it multiplied as I departed making sure she got her protection for her feet. She was a person who had the power to dream during the day, as normal people need to wait to rest and dream, until the night turns into day. Though I had a few morsels before I got up to help her, my heart’s content prevented me from finishing my meal any further. The creator has given most of us so much, lest we forget we need to share it with some others who may need it, and not make a fuss . I offer my gratitude to the wonderful lady I met, for teaching me a lesson with no expectation instead. I realized a fact that I will consider always true. She was not the one who needed directions or assistance, but me and so many others too.

Another year, Another day celebrating the day of my existance

Family, Friends, Love, Patience, Virtue, Respect, Intelligence, Diligence, Content, Gratitude, Support, Hard work, Prioritization, Action, Thoughts, Memories, Conscience, Goals, Achievements, Life, Trust, Time, Happiness, Realizations 24 elements that i can define myself with, inspired by every person i have ever known in my life. On this day when i celebrate my existence, i thank everyone I have been with or i still am to help me make these qualities a part of what i am. I can build further years of my life with what i already have :) and add more wonderful elements to the above list.....along the journey ahead. Look forward to knowing more of such people......namely the whole world :D

Virtue

I may not have travelled far and wide but I know there are many souls with grief and scars there is happiness in some parts of the world, but also pain in many others. Have we ever thought what power we would have if we thought of us together and offer our hands to support each other? It doesn’t matter in what way we might help those in need, wipe someone’s tear off their face, or spread the most contagious quality called joy. There is more to our lives than just schedule, don’t we ever stop to think what difference our step towards making a difference can make. We may have boundaries for ourselves and our homelands too, but have we ever considered the barriers separating me and you. I don’t intend this to be read anyone in particular I want to send out this message who are capable of taking that step --EVERYONE-- we select our leaders they run our country well, but when is the last time we saw a public figure say ”I will”. It wrenches my heart to see the sufferings of my fellow beings around the world. I feel so helpless by the atrocities that occur, can’t we make a difference? Are we nothing together? Have we just propagated unity and been left alone with individuality; many of us are lucky to have what we do, I am not saying to count our blessings or just be sad. Have we ever thought the difference some individuals can make, they change the world around us for our sake, selfless and forever enduring. Each and every being in the world has a hero, why can’t we all strive to become like them or just push our limits to impact everyone else. We are civilized and we know what sacrifice is all about, or what it takes to take a step out, out of the way…… Are we so busy in our schedule that we don’t see the suffering around us, have we always taken advantage of the freedom offered to us, is it fair that we can take advantage of our freedom and some others cannot even utilize theirs because they don’t have it. How long are we going to endure these atrocities? why can’t we stand up? what’s pulling us back? have we ever observed this chaos or even felt it? anti social elements taking lives for reasons even they don’t understand. When is the last time we felt that if given the chance WE WILL make a difference, how long are we going to wait for it, if we can wait for a chance we can also make our own. In what way can we make a difference? Any possible way, excel in whatever we are doing, get into the system, start making a difference at our level, spread our awareness, spread our zeal, spread our cause, don’t be a part of a group, don’t start an organization, work individually, we will succeed, do we ever stop to think what we want to look back on, at the end of it all? We always think of reaching for paradise, don’t we see what we have in sights; we just need to make a small variation.

A spark can start off a fire, be the spark. Burn everything unjust in our path and in the path of every living being. Explore the deepest corners of our heart, enlighten the darkest ends of our mind, never stop, and forever strive. Make a change, be it small or big, be the change, give the future something to expect from us. Eliminate domination, don’t let anyone look down on us, burn sympathy, we deserve better, forget competition; we don’t need comparison. Douse negativity and let the blazing desire to do what we want, rise to the skies. Excuse our excuses. Wear out ignorance and embrace responsibility, feel accountable in some way to every atrocity in the world, either by being a part of it or by being ill-bred by standing by. There is always time, reduce our perception of the macro nature of time, rediscover what we can do every moment of each day. Anyone who sets sight on, we should encapsulate our essence at a single glance. Rediscover what we see in the mirror each day. Every moment someone reads this, is when the sands of time fall in our favor, doesn’t mean you have to be inspired by what you see here, find the inspiration within you and follow your own set path to being a legend. We are here for a reason, which when realized will lead us to evolution, rather than the brink of extinction. We have taken this long to become civilized is it impossible to strive to be human?

Nature’s Bundle Of Joy

How wonderful is the beauty of God, in the form of a baby. Every passing stage we watch with awe about the wonders of their growth, The best of life’s experiences

Is it the first time they recognise you, or the first time they express their love, its a great feeling, when they say their first words, take their first steps…, and sometimes trip over another.

Everyone should experience this wonderful gift of nature, everything is bliss when you watch them grow and wonder how they grow so fast, and sometimes fear the same.

Their smile lights up your day and their embrace wards off all your fears, the strength they offer when they grip your finger with their tiny fists, what little instances can you think of that are sometimes worn off by the sands of time, remember them again no matter how long it has been, renew them again, and your life will never be grim.

It would be wonderful if Pandora's box had never been opened, and their innocence and purity would forever be retained.

The love parents offer knows no bounds as every child forgets somehow.Strange are the ways of nature’s lifecycle, its in your hands to cherish the gift or abandon it to perish, so forever utilise every chance to express your love for each other